Thursday, March 24, 2011

"still in"

The song "still in?" was my original composition way back year 2005,
written on autumn in Numakuma, Fukuyama, Japan.

"still in my heart" should be the title of this song, but I want to make it short.
This song is my first contribution for my the songs of my band, Illium.

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Performed on acoustic guitar, all by myself on sunday afternoon of March 06, 2011
with the lyrics as follows below:

"still in"

and ive been wanderin to the places that we've been wishing u were here with me
and ive been drinking ive been messin up my life to alleviate the pain inside me

cuz youre still in my heart and i dont know where to start
life is so unkind, and im losing my mind and everything's just not alright..

and i am trying to change myself as you wanted as u have been telling to me
and i am lying pretending numb to evrything but the hurtin' seeps inside me

cuz youre still in my heart and i dont know where to start
life is so unkind, and im losing my mind and everything's just not alright..

and its too late now cuz u withered all away hoping u will come back someday
and i am dying, what the F im going through, one more cryin' going insane

cuz youre still in my heart and i dont know where to start
life is so unkind, and im losing my mind and everything's just not alright..

cuz your still in my
your still in my-eye
your still in my-heart

why owe you?

The song "why owe you?" is my very first original composition for the year 2011,
written in the first 2 weeks of this March, for my band "Illium".

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Performed on acoustic guitar, all by myself on sunday night of March 20,
with the lyrics as follows below:

why owe you?

cold wind blows through the night
unto this lonely sight
pictures and memories
lost in my endless dreams
over you, only you...uhu 2x

dim wick of our candlelight
were once held my fire so bright
emptiness and misery
i long for my desperate need
over you, only you...uhu 2x

erase my madness
dont leave me breathless
please heal my sadness
this total darkness

drift it away 3x
(would you drift it away)

i wish to embrace u tight
to hold u with all my might
torment and punishment
ill be with my undying love
over you, only you...uhu 2x