"still in"

The song "still in?" was my original composition way back year 2005,
written on autumn in Numakuma, Fukuyama, Japan.

"still in my heart" should be the title of this song, but I want to make it short.
This song is my first contribution for my the songs of my band, Illium.

Performed on acoustic guitar, all by myself on sunday afternoon of March 06, 2011
with the lyrics as follows below:

"still in"

and ive been wanderin to the places that we've been wishing u were here with me
and ive been drinking ive been messin up my life to alleviate the pain inside me

cuz youre still in my heart and i dont know where to start
life is so unkind, and im losing my mind and everything's just not alright..

and i am trying to change myself as you wanted as u have been telling to me
and i am lying pretending numb to evrything but the hurtin' seeps inside me

cuz youre still in my heart and i dont know where to start
life is so unkind, and im losing my mind and everything's just not alright..

and its too late now cuz u withered all away hoping u will come back someday
and i am dying, what the F im going through, one more cryin' going insane

cuz youre still in my heart and i dont know where to start
life is so unkind, and im losing my mind and everything's just not alright..

cuz your still in my
your still in my-eye
your still in my-heart